Jackie's feeling a lot of pain lately.  This morning she also thought she might be feeling the initial stages of some contractions.  Could have just been the bathroom calling, but I'm officially on baby watch!  My work has said that I can work from home and if Jackie waits till next Monday I don't think I'll really need to come in much except for the occasional meeting (project's getting a freeze tommorrow!).  Just with Ian, we're both nervous, curious, scared, and excited.  Wierd feelings, but we've talked about it and we just want to be the best parents for both of them, not just have favorites.  I don't think that'll be a problem as I think there's more love to share.  I remember feeling the same way about Ian - how can I love something that I don't even know?  How will it interfere with my relationship with my wife? 

A year in though and I just couldn't be happier with my family.  We're all very close.  Ian's is so much fun, my wife is still beautiful, and shit, she still loves me (we miss each other badly still when I go to work).  I guess I could ask for more money, but I'm very thankful that our family has their health as some other people are not so lucky (IE Who gives a shit about money when you have a sick kid).